Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Arlo and Mom
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Arlo..Mom sangat sayang Arlo
Dad pun sayang Arlo
Arlo patut tahu yang Arlo ni ciptaan Tuhan yang amat berharga
Untuk Mom and Dad tau..
Bila Arlo senyum,mom teringat Dad
Bila Arlo ketawa,Mom ingat wedding memori
Bila Arlo serius,Mom terbayang muka sendiri
Tapi,bila Arlo menangis,Mom mula rasa marah dengan Dad
Arlo kena tahu yang Arlo ni muzik dalam hidup Mom
Piano di jiwa Mom
Gitar di hati Mom
Dan drum di jantung Mom
Monday, May 9, 2011
My Heart
My heart, DEAD FEELINGS
No laughter and so as TEARS
Like a bird with BROKEN WINGS
Days spent on a DARK SEPHERE
...~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
Wounds that will never heal
Even time can’t ease the PAIN
Like a car without a wheel
Remained in this place forsaken
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
Battered soul, HOPELESS STARE
Enveloped by sear emptiness
Like a frame without a picture
On a wall hanging, worthless
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
Flood of dense, SAD MEMORIES
Forever trapped in the loop
Like a ship got lost in abyss
Only nothingness is absolute
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Happy Mother's Day 2011
The Mother That Loves The Mother That Cares The Mother That Helps The Mother That Worries The Mother That's With You Through It All The Mother That Raised You To Be Who ANd What You Are The Mother That Encourages You The Mother That Works Hard For You The Mother That Sacrifices The Mother That Is Here Only For You The Mother That Has Lived All These Years For You The Mother That Is Surviving Only For You The Mother That Is Here The Mother That Is There, For, This Mother Is Everywhere The Mother That Is Kind The Mother That Is Warm-Hearted The Mother That Is Super-Women The Mother Of All Mother's... Your Daughter, Biby |
Alza Oh Alza..
Arrival date : 22 November 2010
2nd Pregnancy : Due date 06 December 2010
History : Alza deliver to home without Roadtax and Flat number.
Couldn't drive anywhere in about 2weeks over.
Roadtax Issued : WUR1340 received and sticked on 10 December 2010
Deliver baby : 12 November 2010
On October 2011
Dad : Yang..nanti kita beli kereta mau?
Mom : Hey..cukup cukup lah dengan hutang
keliling pinggang ni..
Dad : Saya mana ada hutang keliling pinggang..
sayang tu ada lah..
Mom : Heloo..hutang ku hutang mu jua..
Dad : Laa..dulu saya beli peti ais cash,
beli Produa kancil tu cash,
beli cinta sayang pun cash tau..
Mom : Excuse me!!Itu dulu..skarang CUBA TRY
jangan berhutang lagi.Bleh?
Okay...give me 10 reason why we need a new car?
Dad : Bcoz... 1) Kancil is too small for us 3person
2) Soon we gonna be 4person,5person,
then 6person,after 7person..mana muat?
3) If my family or your family come and visit us,
kancil mana ble fit?
4) Arlo kan suka lari lari..dalam kreta
kecik tu mana bebas berlari
5) Kan kita selalu travel Seri Kembangan to Banting..
barang barang mana muat
dengan kain baju,baby walker,baby stroller lagi..
6) Dunia sudah maju,takkan kita tidak maju lagi?
7) Lagi pun kancil tu sudah banyak kali langgar..
body pun x fit lagi..
x cun lar..choi pun banyak..
8) Nanti deliver 2nd baby,ble lah sayang
nikmati very the cold aircond.
Langgar batu pun x rasa..kesian sayang
dulu masa deliver 1st baby..
goyang skit sudah aduh!kena drive slow...
Perut sakit la..saper susah??saaayaaaa juga..
9) Lagi cepat kita tarik kreta,lagi cepat habis bayar..
10) Promise, lepas ambik kreta,,x mau lagi cari hutang..
okay boss???
Mom : But.... 1) Dulu action lebih bawa kancil dapat juga kahwin kan?
2) Heloo..siapa cakap gonna be 5person above?
we only stay
for 4person..2org depan,
2org blakang..cukup lah..ngam2 la tu..
3) If family come,suruh lah dorang ramai2
nek bas lcct apa susah..
4) Arlo suka lari2 ,bawa p taman..lagi luas siap ble
beguling2 lagi kan arlo kan kan kannn..
5) For temporary only bawa stroller and walker..
Bukannya seumur hidup.anak2 umur 2 3tahun
nanti x payah bawa lagi.
6) Kita sudah maju lah ni dengan bertambahnya
satu lagi anak.yang penting hutang
berkurang..baru lah maju namanya..
7) Baik guna duit untuk beli kreta baru tu untuk
modify kancil.
pasang rim sport.lagi mashyuk!
8) Aircond x penting.Yang penting udara segar
yang fresh.ye la..dulu deliver kena czer.
yang 2nd ni x tentu lagi oii.
yang sayang drive p langgar lobang tu knapa?
mesti lah sakit woi..
mau MamMMm?(mampus)sepa susah?saaaaaya jg..
9) Lagi cepat tarik kreta,lagi cepat duit habis kan...
10) Kapla hotak lu!!mesti hutang x habis2 punya lah..
sayang mau beli kreta apa?ALZA ok ?
(kehkekekehkekkkkkk) 2 x 5= biul jugaklah..
2nd Pregnancy : Due date 06 December 2010
History : Alza deliver to home without Roadtax and Flat number.
Couldn't drive anywhere in about 2weeks over.
Roadtax Issued : WUR1340 received and sticked on 10 December 2010
Deliver baby : 12 November 2010
On October 2011
Dad : Yang..nanti kita beli kereta mau?
Mom : Hey..cukup cukup lah dengan hutang
keliling pinggang ni..
Dad : Saya mana ada hutang keliling pinggang..
sayang tu ada lah..
Mom : Heloo..hutang ku hutang mu jua..
Dad : Laa..dulu saya beli peti ais cash,
beli Produa kancil tu cash,
beli cinta sayang pun cash tau..
Mom : Excuse me!!Itu dulu..skarang CUBA TRY
jangan berhutang lagi.Bleh?
Okay...give me 10 reason why we need a new car?
Dad : Bcoz... 1) Kancil is too small for us 3person
2) Soon we gonna be 4person,5person,
then 6person,after 7person..mana muat?
3) If my family or your family come and visit us,
kancil mana ble fit?
4) Arlo kan suka lari lari..dalam kreta
kecik tu mana bebas berlari
5) Kan kita selalu travel Seri Kembangan to Banting..
barang barang mana muat
dengan kain baju,baby walker,baby stroller lagi..
6) Dunia sudah maju,takkan kita tidak maju lagi?
7) Lagi pun kancil tu sudah banyak kali langgar..
body pun x fit lagi..
x cun lar..choi pun banyak..
8) Nanti deliver 2nd baby,ble lah sayang
nikmati very the cold aircond.
Langgar batu pun x rasa..kesian sayang
dulu masa deliver 1st baby..
goyang skit sudah aduh!kena drive slow...
Perut sakit la..saper susah??saaayaaaa juga..
9) Lagi cepat kita tarik kreta,lagi cepat habis bayar..
10) Promise, lepas ambik kreta,,x mau lagi cari hutang..
okay boss???
Mom : But.... 1) Dulu action lebih bawa kancil dapat juga kahwin kan?
2) Heloo..siapa cakap gonna be 5person above?
we only stay
for 4person..2org depan,
2org blakang..cukup lah..ngam2 la tu..
3) If family come,suruh lah dorang ramai2
nek bas lcct apa susah..
4) Arlo suka lari2 ,bawa p taman..lagi luas siap ble
beguling2 lagi kan arlo kan kan kannn..
5) For temporary only bawa stroller and walker..
Bukannya seumur hidup.anak2 umur 2 3tahun
nanti x payah bawa lagi.
6) Kita sudah maju lah ni dengan bertambahnya
satu lagi anak.yang penting hutang
berkurang..baru lah maju namanya..
7) Baik guna duit untuk beli kreta baru tu untuk
modify kancil.
pasang rim sport.lagi mashyuk!
8) Aircond x penting.Yang penting udara segar
yang fresh.ye la..dulu deliver kena czer.
yang 2nd ni x tentu lagi oii.
yang sayang drive p langgar lobang tu knapa?
mesti lah sakit woi..
mau MamMMm?(mampus)sepa susah?saaaaaya jg..
9) Lagi cepat tarik kreta,lagi cepat duit habis kan...
10) Kapla hotak lu!!mesti hutang x habis2 punya lah..
sayang mau beli kreta apa?ALZA ok ?
(kehkekekehkekkkkkk) 2 x 5= biul jugaklah..
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Arlo and Aley GrandMa..
Here is their Grandma
Who taking care of her Granddaughter and son
While Mom and Dad are out for their work
There is a Grandma to be
Who watching out
Taking care
Give them food
Sleep them well
Play them a music sound
Turn on the television
Serve Chococrunch and milk for Arlo breakfast
Prepare porridge for little princess
Give them bath and body powder are everywhere..
Arlo & Aley don't forget
Mom and Dad are working
Stay tuned with Grandma
Just play around with Grandma..
For sure Grandma will stay with us forever..
When you all can talk later
Please say to Grandma
"ina"..cayang cayang cayang!!
Arlo found monkey on the road..
Kikikakakukuuuk...What's that Arlo?sound there is a group of monkey there..See?Arlo...it's a monyet from the tree..Arlo shouting and cry because dad drive passing by the group of monkey.About to leaving at the back.Dad stop!stoppp!Arlo cry..want to see the monkey...Dad reverse the car and stop..Scrolling down the mirror and Arlo watch out the monkey...laughing and happy..Peace Arlo!Come..Mom take a snap of your picture..chikkikk!!There you are...
Arlo..end of the week kan Dad promise bawa walking..
And this time,Arlo went to the beach where there is a playground
Arlo run
Arlo shout
Arlo laugh
Alrlo happy
Watching the bugs,playing the sand and ruin the grass..
While Mom and Arlo little sister Aley went near the beach under the small tree
Watching and waiting the sunset coming
having a nice blew on and blue sea view
Sit at the long wood chair
Smile Aley!!
Ask Dad to snap our nice picture..
Chikkikk..
Arlo..end of the week kan Dad promise bawa walking..
And this time,Arlo went to the beach where there is a playground
Arlo run
Arlo shout
Arlo laugh
Alrlo happy
Watching the bugs,playing the sand and ruin the grass..
While Mom and Arlo little sister Aley went near the beach under the small tree
Watching and waiting the sunset coming
having a nice blew on and blue sea view
Sit at the long wood chair
Smile Aley!!
Ask Dad to snap our nice picture..
Chikkikk..
Saturday, April 23, 2011
The Long Way To Journey
I was raised on a paddy field in a small village along with two elder brothers and twins youngest brother. It was a beautiful,peace and quiet place. As a preschooler, I often took my net along the creek to fish over the paddy field in front of our house. My parents always taught me about God and his Son Jesus, so as I walked, I would often think about God. Was He bigger than my parents? How long was forever - longer than a Sabbath morning worship?(Sabbath is Saturday)
I also did all the things that children do in a Christian home: Sabbath school, choir practice, young people’s groups, and so forth. I did them all without complaining – until I was 21 when i emigrate to somewhere far from my family which is i never leave them for about 20years.I was expecting the worst to be happen in my life through my living with mixed people and variety of attitude at the strange place which i studied.I had to leave the place but I couldn't and its took 6month to go and i need finish it.
My Heart Was Hardened
Something happened to me between my own living college. I started to get hard inside. Even my college fee is sponsored by Government, i still need a lot of money to use for my personal as the standard of leaving is high.Sometimes i need to do some overtime to cover my life expenses.I still remember i do part timer as a banquet at a football function,i got a tips about Rm200 from Indonesian VIP guest.I just taking care of their round table to serve their food and beverages.Besides the part time income which is RM5.00 for 1hour,i also get the large amount of tips which is i never get it in my whole life such like that.I feel so happy and grateful because the whole month i no need to worry about my living expenses anymore.Before long, I also was culture shocked on weekends and dropped out of college. By the time I was thinking, my behavior was such that Mom and Dad asked me to take care on myself and never doing bad. There is a lot of security in an orderly Christian home and when I was on my own, I was lost. As i was alone in the dark room,I continued to think heavily, and many nights I slept at the double bed room thinking the day of tomorrow life.Sometimes,I was too regret didn't follow my room mates to come to Safari club and enjoy.It's a night club! 1 day it's a Friday night and it's Sabbath day,I couldn't find a good reason enough to support myself for not join them, so, out of desperation, I joined and lastly ill be sitting outside telling them that ill be somewhere waiting for them and I'm stupid to be alone.I told myself,"I will never enter this place"!They're my social college mates and also my friends too and i doesn't have anyone except them.They are my friend.Even they make me enjoy and fun,sometimes they make me scared.I just remember God to keep me safe at that night while waiting for my friend out from there.I knew some of them smoking,drunken and men around them.I wish i could finish my study faster and here I come.Home safety even they are really enjoy but I'm going through my scary night on there alone that street.Lucky,God is still with me.
After six months of basic training and practical, I was posted to Selangor which is based on my own application. When you’re in your early twenties and you’re living in a place where anything goes, that's how you live.For the first time before i start my career,i am traveling alone from Genting to Bangi. Luckily, i live with my aunt which guide and support me when i am in trouble. Cheap booze and lots of different culture became my lifestyle. After 3months doing some temporary job and earned some money, I came home. The first thing I did was visit my Church as i miss so much, which is my second place of my growing part. I'm sorry for leaving and thank you for Your guidance specially when I'm in confusion.It was a long time before i could speak and right back to my life now. I was so glad to think about my future.However, it didn't take long before my life was right back where it had been before. I've been travel again for a better job and future.
A Brief Attempt at Change
About a year later, I met a man whose parent's divorce, also a heavy smoker, so my behavior didn't surprise as many of woman at my working place are doing same thing but of course I'm not .Actually, the man is introduced by my best friend forever name Celestina.I call her Tina.And i guess her recommended is better for me. Exactly true, we were soon married so i make him changed from his attitude which is i hated so much, invite him to study Sabbath day and baptist to join Seven Day Adventist.I was so touch and it's unbelievable thing happen in my life.I could not believe that i do it!This is the result of what i have done for my house and church.Now we eventually got two kids .Nothing much to story about it because i prefer it to be perfect for my life but i don't think so as no one perfect in this world.It's happen so fast and only took 1month to be related.Know each other on June 2008,engage on August 2008 and married on November 2008.Everything started in year 2008.Sometimes,it's make me feel so funny but as long as we are happy. One of the things my Mama advised me on how to work hard and saving a lot. I started my first saving when I was in my mid-twenties (basically doing when was a little kid and i was too late), and it went quite well.Money was always a problem in my life. If i were at my hometown,this is not my life.So I went to my first step.And ah!!What a disappointment.Money come,money out.That's the way my life going to be.
Even so, I made up my mind I was not going to give up and I actually started taking my kids to church. I got so religious I think even God couldn't stand me! My husband couldn't arranged his day follow his own rules instead of just follow the duty given by his in charged.Well i thought marry an army got a weekend spent time together.So for him not to react to the things I was doing.On Sabbath, just stay at home and if my husband got enough energy to drive then we travel to church which is took 1hour to reach and 1 and a half hour if the road busy.I had the chance to start a small businesses, so I did.No!It won't work.By then I had built up enough energy to doing some overtime so that I were wise with my money otherwise I wouldn't have to buy enough things for my home.I move to my husband apartment which is for government employee. I had everything that was supposed to make me happy, but was the most miserable I had to travel to my work place.
Everything Fell Apart
It was just about that time one things started to come apart. My life was a mess because of some tragedy that i can't write it here and its terrible and too pain.My finances were going down the drain because of the damn crazy people who never think of what they did to me. Even though lots of good deals came my way, I couldn't seem to keep any of the money I made.I guess it and i know it someday.I spent what ever i want to have just to make myself enjoy and fun.It's actually affected my marriage so much that I knew I had to do something.Things got to the point, that for the first time in many years,i never had such bad tragedy that could hurt me and make me as a disappointed person.God show it.I couldn't believe that someone that i really trust could treat me such like that pain.When you read this,you know who you are and what you did.Ask yourself why me and why not me doing you like what you did then you know how hurt is that.I wonder what happen if i also doing you like that.But lucky,i am not such that person.I really feel wanna die and stop my breath but someone gave me strength.No need to sad or cry.Laugh for someone that think they can do that.That was actually very hard for me to accept.I feel that my life was just a temporary happiness and i wont forget it for the rest of my life.I continued my job and it was so hard with my mind full off the bad memory and its always hunted me.I started to get revenge.Only God knew it."I'll never forgive you even i am telling you that i forgive you my friend".It is my words to you even this is not the truth as God commands 'to forgive us our debts as we forgive us our debtors".
One Sunday morning I was in bed sick and hung over. For the first time in years I prayed: "God, I have everything I want, and I'm still unhappy. There has to be more to life than this. I ask that you do whatever it takes to get me right with you. If you have to take all of this away, then do it.I'm here to tell you - God answers prayer!
Then,the next few months,it changed my life day by day.When I was home, I would stop my step into see my baby.I smile and try to forget my revenge.They were always glad to see me, and I always knew he cared about me.Is there anyone to regret their mistakes?Mistakes is mistakes and what pass is pass.When i was think it again,it is actually my fault.I forgot to continued remind them about God command.Let it be and i try to free my mind to this world alive. I believe someone can change.Even sometimes he got a confusion in this life because of convert religion,that he had something I thought I would never can fully teach them about the bible study.The fact is,where ever you are no matter which part are you,as long as we believe Him.You see, by this time I thought I was doomed to hell and there wasn't anything I could do about it.Only you,yourself and i am not such that perfect human.Who knows one day.
That Wednesday,something was happen again.By this time I was so hard to stand it, I told myself to give myself some strength apply so that my spirit and feeling will never care about it and will recover soon.The truth is i almost become damn crazy people and get really mad of somebody that really like a hell body.But I knew God loved me more.Help me!!I shouted and once again, God intervened.I really got satisfied of what i give the hell thing.Now you know who am i hey ugly heart people!!I've got to say,"damn you" and "face your life to the mirror first then guess who i am".I'm laughing really so pity of them.How ever..my life must go on.There is nothing change with me even both of them try to destroyed my happiness but sorry because they never had the chance.
My Mother's
I sold my car which i love so much and bought a new car which is more space to my two kids and after can brought my family when they are come to visit us.I am planing built a new house and that will happen in 10years more as my husband needs to end his contract as an force army.
It took me a week to take care of my newborn babies.A girl and again mother came and made some visit of my life taking care of the newborn grandchild.When everything was completed, there were only two things left: who gonna sit my baby when I'm out to work and who gonna support me when I'm out of money?
Over the next two weeks, I started to read some of the verses that i had underlined in my Bible, more out of curiosity than anything. I also began to planing some business that can be success one day in future.I remember reading a particular passage where it said that when Jesus died on the cross, He died for all of my sins: past, present, and future. I stopped. I had never heard that before. It must be a misprint, I thought. I must have read it five or six times before the lights came on and I realized that Christianity had everything to do with Christ dying for me and very little to do with being good enough.
Talk about excited! My mother willing to come back and sit my baby for a week before my mother in law take part.Forget about money to bought airline ticket.Money enough is enough.There is nothing to do with money but with money i can spend anything that i need.So many story and lesson i learned from my mother telling me the truth of this life.My mother was so great as she never miss her prayer everyday and things goes straight when she is in trouble.That was so impossible but there is possible when God are invited.Why i never listen to her since last time before i face all that horrible memories.
I got down on my knees and accepted Christ's forgiveness for my past sins and asked him to be my Savior now and in the future. For the first time in my life I felt free. I got up off my knees and was jumping up and down on my bed yelling, I'm free! I'm free!I'd like to tell you that since that time everything has been great. The truth is, my marriage still strong.For the first time I could turn to God and have peace through all of it.
I also faced the fact that I was an egoist.I was able to clean up the wreckage of my past and become free to get on with the rest of my life.God has continued to do great things in my life. I have learned to trust somebody. I need to built my family and and guide my children made a commitment to Christ.
What Will it be Like?
I sometimes wonder what it will be like to be all alone with Jesus – to sit beside a quiet stream in the mountains and ask Him all the questions I have; to stand and look into the face of the One who died for me and tell Him how much I love Him. Isn't it great that He isn't some all being but rather a real and living God we all get to spend eternity with? Can you imagine touching the Christ who died on the cross and rose again? To never wonder again: Was that God talking or was it just me?
I know there have been very few changes in my life that mother has made. Everything that has changed in my life has come about when I've surrendered to God by the power of His Holy Spirit. He has made the changes, and He’s still doing it. I'm so thankful for a Christian Mom and Dad that never gave up on me. When I want to judge my own children, I’m often reminded of my Dad and how he loved me unconditionally. The Bible says,
"If you who are evil know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him?" (Matthew 7:11, emphasis mine).
Where this journey leads me is truly in the hands of God. I just ask for His mercy and grace to accept all He has for me.
You Can Have it Too!
If you’re reading this and have yet to invite Jesus to be your Savior, there will never be a better day than today. It's just as easy and as free as it was for me back in that memory. There's no magic in any particular words, but if God is speaking to you, don't wait. Don't harden your heart one more time.
If there's unforgiveness in your heart, deal with it. Don't wait. You can walk in freedom and it’s wonderful. Ask God to show you if there's anything you need to deal with and then ask Him for the courage to deal with it. He’ll give it to you. He is always faithful.
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What about you? Are you wondering what life is all about? Do you, like Them, feel that something is missing in your life? If so, you can find fulfillment and peace through a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
The Bible says (Jesus is speaking),
"Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him" (Revelation 3.20).
Receiving Christ involves turning to God from self (repentance) and trusting Christ to come into our lives to forgive us of our sins and to make us what He wants us to be. Just to agree intellectually that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and that He died on the cross for our sins is not enough. Nor is it enough to have an emotional experience. We receive Jesus Christ by faith, as an act of our will.
You can receive Christ right now by faith through prayer. Praying is simply talking to God. God knows your heart and is not so concerned with your words as He is with the attitude of your heart. Here's a suggested prayer:
Lord Jesus, I want to know You personally. Thank You for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life to You and ask You to come in as my Savior and Lord. Take control of my life. Thank You for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be.
If you prayed today and asked Jesus Christ to come into your life and take control, we would love to hear from you.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Given me..a heart beat!!
Husband is someone for me
I spend most of my life with
And with him;
I become a girlfriend,fiance,wife and mother.
And with him;
I become a girlfriend,fiance,wife and mother.
My life has become strong;
For my husband is not wrong.
My life has become independent;
For my husband never let me dependent.
My life has become pure;
For my husband had every cure.
My life has become romantic;
For my husband is very aromatic.
My life had a new beginning;
For my husband was nearing.
And the most valuable gift
My husband has given me;
Are my 2 wonderful and the best kid
And I thank God,
For the wonderful family he has given me...
My Husband Should Be...To Me
My husband should be loyal and honest to me
My husband should be strong and protective on me
My husband should be loving and romantic for me
My husband should be patient and understanding around me
My husband should know when enough is enough of me
My husband should know when to fight and when to cry with me
My husband should know all my goals and dreams is for him
My husband should know my strengths and
well as my weaknesses
My husband needs to be a true friend to me
My husband needs to love me unconditionally
My husband needs to know my heart is forever his!!!
My husband should be strong and protective on me
My husband should be loving and romantic for me
My husband should be patient and understanding around me
My husband should know when enough is enough of me
My husband should know when to fight and when to cry with me
My husband should know all my goals and dreams is for him
My husband should know my strengths and
well as my weaknesses
My husband needs to be a true friend to me
My husband needs to love me unconditionally
My husband needs to know my heart is forever his!!!
Monday, April 11, 2011
My Childhood
My childhood was the time when i was innocent
when the world seemed to be fair
when my universe was around my toys
My childhood was the time when i lived in dreams
when everyone was selfless
when everyone appeared to be a friend
My childhood was the time when my life was full of colour
when sorrows never knocked my door
when smile was gift presented to everyone
My childhood was the time when love was pure
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
when there were no obligations
when tenderness prevailed
My childhood was the time which is long gone
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go...
tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood
my childhood will never come back but
the child in me will never go...
I'll Always Be My Daddy's Girl
Now i know who you think i am,
Wounds that cut deep,
Salted from your lips,
And i'm just trying to get around all this confusion.
Im not a perfect mother I wasn't ready
but i try i learn daily
And you say i give to much,
i dont give enough
And you say i gotta grow up
Then i cry.....
I was a wife for about 3 years
Was a mother of two kid
I'm only 25 and going up every May
all the life that passed me by.
I'm just trying to reach out and grab it,
i don't want to be bad at what i do,
i cant make sense of it anymore,
looming at the minds door,
I wish i had wings to fly out of this body,
writhing in the pain of the things you said,
and i have always been daddy's girl haven't i??
Wounds that cut deep,
Salted from your lips,
And i'm just trying to get around all this confusion.
Im not a perfect mother I wasn't ready
but i try i learn daily
And you say i give to much,
i dont give enough
And you say i gotta grow up
Then i cry.....
I was a wife for about 3 years
Was a mother of two kid
I'm only 25 and going up every May
all the life that passed me by.
I'm just trying to reach out and grab it,
i don't want to be bad at what i do,
i cant make sense of it anymore,
looming at the minds door,
I wish i had wings to fly out of this body,
writhing in the pain of the things you said,
and i have always been daddy's girl haven't i??
Friday, February 18, 2011
Hargailah Sebelum Terlambat
Jika seorang isteri menangis dihadapanmu, itu bererti dia tidak dapat menahannya lagi..
Jika kau memegang tangannya saat dia menangis, dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.
Jika kau membiarkannya pergi, dia tidak akan kembali menjadi dirinya yang dulu, selamanya!
Seorang isteri tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, kacuali di depan orang yang sangat dia sayangi, dia akan menjadi lemah!
Seorang isteri tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu dan dia akan menurunkan rasa EGOnya.
Wahai suami,
Wahai suami,
Jika seorang isteri pernah menangis keranamu, tolong pegang tangannya dengan penuh pengertian.
Karana dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu disaat kau terpuruk terlalu dalam..
Wahai suami,
Jika seorang isteri menangis karenamu, tolong jangan menyia-nyiakannya.
Mungkin, karena keputusanmu, kau merosak kehidupannya.
Saat dia menangis didepanmu, saat dia menangis karenamu,
Lihatlah jauh kedalam matanya.
Dapatkah kau lihat dan kau rasakan SAKIT yang dirasakannya keranamu ?
Pada hari penciptaan PEREMPUAN. MALAIKAT bertanya kepada TUHAN
" Apakah keistimewaan dari ciptaanMU ini ? "
Lalu TUHAN menjawab :
Pada hari penciptaan PEREMPUAN. MALAIKAT bertanya kepada TUHAN
" Apakah keistimewaan dari ciptaanMU ini ? "
Lalu TUHAN menjawab :
" Ada banyak KEISTIMEWAAN yang dimiliki oleh ciptaanKU ini"..
Di sebalik KELEMBUTANYA dia memiliki kekuatan yang begitu dahsyat..
TUTUR katanya merupakan KEBENARAN..
SENYUMAN'nya adalah SEMANGAT bagi orang yang dicintainya. .
PELUKAN & CIUMAN'nya bisa memberi KEHANGATAN bagi anak-anaknya..
Dia TERSENYUM bila melihat temannya tertawa..
Dia TERHARU dan MENANGIS bila melihat KESENGSARAAN pada orang-orang yg dikasihinya..
Dia mampu TERSENYUM di sebalik KESEDIHAN'nya..
Dia sangat GEMBIRA melihat KELAHIRAN..
Dia begitu sedih melihat KEMATIAN..
TITISAN air matanya mampu membawa KEDAMAIAN..
TUTUR katanya merupakan KEBENARAN..
SENYUMAN'nya adalah SEMANGAT bagi orang yang dicintainya. .
PELUKAN & CIUMAN'nya bisa memberi KEHANGATAN bagi anak-anaknya..
Dia TERSENYUM bila melihat temannya tertawa..
Dia TERHARU dan MENANGIS bila melihat KESENGSARAAN pada orang-orang yg dikasihinya..
Dia mampu TERSENYUM di sebalik KESEDIHAN'nya..
Dia sangat GEMBIRA melihat KELAHIRAN..
Dia begitu sedih melihat KEMATIAN..
TITISAN air matanya mampu membawa KEDAMAIAN..
"...Apa itu Ya TUHAN ??
Bahawa "Betapa BERHARGAnya dia"..
Sekian,
Coretan Si Isteri
Saturday, February 12, 2011
dan TETAP sampai selamanya...
Umur setahun jagung,merengek,meragam dan menyusahkan.Dady dan mama TETAP melayan dan tidak pernah mengabaikan tandanya sayang.
Umur 2 tahun,banyak karenah,merajuk dan menangis.Dady dan mama TETAP membelai dan tidak pernah anggap itu menyedihkan tandanya kasih.
Umur 3 tahun,semakin banyak perkataan baru,kelakuan pelik dan perangai yang nakal.Dady dan mama TETAP mendidik dan tidak pernah mendesak tandanya dedikasi.
Umur 4 tahun,semakin manja,lasak dan agresif.Dady dan mama TETAP terhibur dan tidak pernah menghalang tandanya bangga.
Umur 5 tahun, mula mengamuk,melawan dan marah tak tentu pasal.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi kasih sayang dan tidak pernah memukul tandanya memujuk
Umur 6 tahun, hati ceria dan bibir tersenyum di hantar ke sekolah tadika.Dady dan mama TETAP bersedia dan tidak pernah merasakan semua itu beban tandanya hati senang.
Umur 7 tahun, mula berbohong,mencuri dan berdiam diri.Dady dan mama TETAP menyiasat dan tidak pernah mempersalahkan tandanya sabar.
Umur 8tahun,banyak persoalan,keliru dan bingung.Dady dan mama TETAP bersemangat dan tidak pernah putus asa tandanya tabah.
Umur 9 tahun,gaya,fesyen dan duit.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi dan tidak pernah mengendahkan tandanya berpuas hati.
Umur 10 tahun,melihat lebih jauh,menyentuh dan mencapai.Dady dan mama TETAP memimpin dan tidak pernah pentingkan diri tandanya mengajar.
Umur 11 tahun,merungut,memberontak dan marah.Tetapi dady dan mama TETAP bertenang dan tidak pernah bosan tandanya rendah hati.
Umur 12 tahun,segan,malu-malu dan memendam perasaan.Dady dan mama TETAP sporting dan tidak pernah pecah rahsia tandanya menggalakkan.
Umur 13 tahun,mula mengorak langkah,pengetahuan semakin meluas dan mula berdikari.Dady dan mama TETAP di belakang dan tidak pernah letih tandanya menyokong.
Umur 14 tahun,melangkah lebih jauh,bersaing dan bertanding.Dady dan mama TETAP tenang dan tidak pernah pandang rendah tandanya yakin.
Umur 15 tahun, keperluan,kerisauan dan kemurungan.Dady dan mama TETAP membantu dan tidak pernah bergantung kepada orang lain tandanya sempurna.
Umur 16 tahun,mengumpat,cemburu dan sakit hati.Dady dan mama TETAP memahami dan tidak pernah berfikiran negatif tandanya berfikiran positif.
Umur 17 tahun, berteman,bercinta dan mencintai.Dady dan mama TETAP berwaspada dan tidak pernah syak wasangka tandanya percaya.
Umur 18 tahun, berdikari,mencari peluang dan berpendatan sendiri.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi dan tidak pernah kedekut tandanya baik.
Umur 19 tahun,gelak ketawa,kebebasan dan memilih sendiri.Mama dan dady TETAP menghulurkan dan tidak pernah lepas tangan tandanya rela.
Umur 20 tahun, senyap,berfikir dan bersedia.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi perhatian dan tidak pernah cuai tandanya bertanggungjawap.
Umur 21 tahun,kebuntuhan,kesilapan dan kesalahan.Dady dan mama TETAP memaafkan dan tidak pernah buruk sangka tandanya percaya.
Umur 22 tahun,sedih,kecewa dan tawar hati.Dady dan mama TETAP mendorong dan tidak pernah berleter tandanya rasional.
Umur 23 tahun, keputusan terakhir,muktamad dan pasti.Dady dan mama masih TETAP menasihati dan tidak pernah ragu ragu tandanya setuju.
Umur 24 tahun, episod baru,hidup baru dan matlamat baru.Dady dan mama TETAP bersatu dan tidak pernah meninggalkan tandanya tetap rindu.
Umur 25 tahun, Arlo,Aley dan Suami.Dady dan mama TETAP sebahagian dari hidup dan tidak pernah disisihkan tandanya bahagia.
Dari dulu,sejak kecil,sehingga dewasa dan berkahwin kini.Dady dan mama TETAP di hati dan tidak akan pernah dilupakan tandanya teramat sayang.
Umur 2 tahun,banyak karenah,merajuk dan menangis.Dady dan mama TETAP membelai dan tidak pernah anggap itu menyedihkan tandanya kasih.
Umur 3 tahun,semakin banyak perkataan baru,kelakuan pelik dan perangai yang nakal.Dady dan mama TETAP mendidik dan tidak pernah mendesak tandanya dedikasi.
Umur 4 tahun,semakin manja,lasak dan agresif.Dady dan mama TETAP terhibur dan tidak pernah menghalang tandanya bangga.
Umur 5 tahun, mula mengamuk,melawan dan marah tak tentu pasal.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi kasih sayang dan tidak pernah memukul tandanya memujuk
Umur 6 tahun, hati ceria dan bibir tersenyum di hantar ke sekolah tadika.Dady dan mama TETAP bersedia dan tidak pernah merasakan semua itu beban tandanya hati senang.
Umur 7 tahun, mula berbohong,mencuri dan berdiam diri.Dady dan mama TETAP menyiasat dan tidak pernah mempersalahkan tandanya sabar.
Umur 8tahun,banyak persoalan,keliru dan bingung.Dady dan mama TETAP bersemangat dan tidak pernah putus asa tandanya tabah.
Umur 9 tahun,gaya,fesyen dan duit.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi dan tidak pernah mengendahkan tandanya berpuas hati.
Umur 10 tahun,melihat lebih jauh,menyentuh dan mencapai.Dady dan mama TETAP memimpin dan tidak pernah pentingkan diri tandanya mengajar.
Umur 11 tahun,merungut,memberontak dan marah.Tetapi dady dan mama TETAP bertenang dan tidak pernah bosan tandanya rendah hati.
Umur 12 tahun,segan,malu-malu dan memendam perasaan.Dady dan mama TETAP sporting dan tidak pernah pecah rahsia tandanya menggalakkan.
Umur 13 tahun,mula mengorak langkah,pengetahuan semakin meluas dan mula berdikari.Dady dan mama TETAP di belakang dan tidak pernah letih tandanya menyokong.
Umur 14 tahun,melangkah lebih jauh,bersaing dan bertanding.Dady dan mama TETAP tenang dan tidak pernah pandang rendah tandanya yakin.
Umur 15 tahun, keperluan,kerisauan dan kemurungan.Dady dan mama TETAP membantu dan tidak pernah bergantung kepada orang lain tandanya sempurna.
Umur 16 tahun,mengumpat,cemburu dan sakit hati.Dady dan mama TETAP memahami dan tidak pernah berfikiran negatif tandanya berfikiran positif.
Umur 17 tahun, berteman,bercinta dan mencintai.Dady dan mama TETAP berwaspada dan tidak pernah syak wasangka tandanya percaya.
Umur 18 tahun, berdikari,mencari peluang dan berpendatan sendiri.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi dan tidak pernah kedekut tandanya baik.
Umur 19 tahun,gelak ketawa,kebebasan dan memilih sendiri.Mama dan dady TETAP menghulurkan dan tidak pernah lepas tangan tandanya rela.
Umur 20 tahun, senyap,berfikir dan bersedia.Dady dan mama TETAP memberi perhatian dan tidak pernah cuai tandanya bertanggungjawap.
Umur 21 tahun,kebuntuhan,kesilapan dan kesalahan.Dady dan mama TETAP memaafkan dan tidak pernah buruk sangka tandanya percaya.
Umur 22 tahun,sedih,kecewa dan tawar hati.Dady dan mama TETAP mendorong dan tidak pernah berleter tandanya rasional.
Umur 23 tahun, keputusan terakhir,muktamad dan pasti.Dady dan mama masih TETAP menasihati dan tidak pernah ragu ragu tandanya setuju.
Umur 24 tahun, episod baru,hidup baru dan matlamat baru.Dady dan mama TETAP bersatu dan tidak pernah meninggalkan tandanya tetap rindu.
Umur 25 tahun, Arlo,Aley dan Suami.Dady dan mama TETAP sebahagian dari hidup dan tidak pernah disisihkan tandanya bahagia.
Dari dulu,sejak kecil,sehingga dewasa dan berkahwin kini.Dady dan mama TETAP di hati dan tidak akan pernah dilupakan tandanya teramat sayang.
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